It’s true. I thought that I would cry last night, but I didn’t. No penguin hugging tears. I think it may have just been sheer exhaustion that prevented the tears, however. Today…I cried. I feel very alone. I have friends. Very close friends that I’ve been talking to throughout this whole ordeal. Yet somehow, I [...]
Posts Tagged ‘sadness’
I Didn’t Cry
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", alone, anger, best friend, broken heart, confusion, emptiness, heartache, hurt, life, Love, misery, missing him, moving on, pain, personal, relationships, sadness on September 2, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Just A Text?
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", broken heart, goodbyes, heartche, life, Love, misery, pain, relationships, sadness on September 1, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I have very bad luck or very bad timing, or a combination of the two. I started to write a blog post yesterday but I didn’t…obviously. It was going to be about how I have been missing “C” but at the same time my feelings are hurt by the fact that I have heard nothing [...]
For the First Time In A While
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", heartache, life, Love, missing him, pain, sadness on August 30, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
The other day, for the first time in a while, I thought about “C”, and I started to miss him. It was about two days ago when it first started. I was looking through some pictures that I uploaded onto my new laptop from a flash drive I got from “C” before we broke up. [...]
And Reality Came Crashing In
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", broken heart, goodbyes, heartache, life, Love, pain, personal, reality, sadness on August 18, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Reality… Last night I was on the computer talking to my most recent ex before “C.” Yes, you heard that right. I’ve been talking to him off and on for a while now. I actually talked to him for the first time, before “C” and I ever broke up this last time. I talked to [...]
Listen to Me!
Posted in "C", family, life, tagged "C", anger, family, fear, heartache, hurt, life, misery, personal, sadness on July 23, 2009 | 1 Comment »
When is this going to end? How long am I going to have to suffer in silence? I desperately need someone, anyone, to listen to me. All I want is for someone to understand. The past few days I’ve been telling myself that everything is going to be OK. I’m not going to live the [...]
To You…A Long Time Ago
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged heartache, hopeful, life, Love, old, relationships, sadness on July 19, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I originally wrote this a long time ago on an old site. I just found it today and decided I’d re-post it on here. It’s probably somewhere around 7 months old. I kind of like it and I suppose it still has some relevance even today. She’s such a simple girl. All she wants [...]
Update
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged alone time, beach, fear, hopeful, life, Love, personal, relationships, sadness, updates on June 24, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I know I posted once today already, but I just had to give an update on something. I have plans to go to the beach this Saturday with “C.” I randomly thought of it today. I was wanting and planning to go anyway but I was going for my “alone time.” He invited me to [...]
I’m Sorry…
Posted in family, life, Love, tagged anger, autism, family, heartache, life, personal, sadness on June 23, 2009 | 4 Comments »
I’m not a bad person. I’m sorry that I’m never good enough. I’m sorry you think I’m this horrible person. I’m sorry I’ll never be who you want me to be. And I’m sorry that no matter what I do, you’ll never love me like you love them. He was right… I did nothing wrong. I was [...]
