Wow. Long time no…anything? Sorry guys. I’ve been so incredibly busy the past 2 months or so. College is fun but equally pain in the ass, life is chaotic to say the least, and I have two new jobs….*sigh* I work about 25 hours a week at the moment, as a nanny of course, watching [...]
Posts Tagged ‘relationships’
Hello World!
Posted in college, life, Love, tagged "C", best friend, college, confusion, crazy, life, Love, personal, relationships, scared, updates on November 14, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I Didn’t Cry
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", alone, anger, best friend, broken heart, confusion, emptiness, heartache, hurt, life, Love, misery, missing him, moving on, pain, personal, relationships, sadness on September 2, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
It’s true. I thought that I would cry last night, but I didn’t. No penguin hugging tears. I think it may have just been sheer exhaustion that prevented the tears, however. Today…I cried. I feel very alone. I have friends. Very close friends that I’ve been talking to throughout this whole ordeal. Yet somehow, I [...]
Just A Text?
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", broken heart, goodbyes, heartche, life, Love, misery, pain, relationships, sadness on September 1, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I have very bad luck or very bad timing, or a combination of the two. I started to write a blog post yesterday but I didn’t…obviously. It was going to be about how I have been missing “C” but at the same time my feelings are hurt by the fact that I have heard nothing [...]
Making Progress?
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", goodbyes, hurt, life, Love, personal, relationships on August 6, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I am so confused. I have no idea what I want or what I need. And even when I think I do, I’m not sure I can tell the difference between the two. Some days are easier to deal with than others. I keep thinking that with each passing day, things will get easier, but [...]
I Don’t Want to Be That Girl
Posted in "C", life, tagged girl, life, Love, personal, relationships, something to ponder on August 3, 2009 | 8 Comments »
When your own brother tells you that he “would think you’re a boring girlfriend”, there is a problem. I was talking about my relationships and how they never work out and how that sucks. And how the problems I have in my relationships seem to reoccur with every new person And how I always feel [...]
I Can’t Stop Thinking About Things!
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", heartache, life, Love, misery, missing him, pain, personal, relationships on August 2, 2009 | 4 Comments »
I still can’t get him out of my head. Some days are better than others. Some days are worse… After this breakup [last Saturday], things were automatically different than usual. He seemed more distant and less caring than ever before. I tried talking to him Sunday, just to see if I could maybe figure out [...]
Get Out of My Head
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", goodbyes, heartache, life, Love, misery, pain, relationships on July 30, 2009 | 3 Comments »
Is this what happens when you relationshi[pdon't give up on someone? How am I ever going to be able to trust anyone again? I didn't give up on "C" because he asked me not to, and he promised me in that letter that he wouldn't give up on me. But he did. He gave up [...]
I Hate This
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", goodbyes, heartache, life, Love, pain, personal, relationships on July 30, 2009 | 4 Comments »
It finally happened… I haven’t been updating on my relationship status a lot lately because well, quite frankly, I wasn’t even sure what the status was from one day to the next. “C” and I have broken up and gotten back together many times in the past few months. And it was happening weekly. [...]
To You…A Long Time Ago
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged heartache, hopeful, life, Love, old, relationships, sadness on July 19, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I originally wrote this a long time ago on an old site. I just found it today and decided I’d re-post it on here. It’s probably somewhere around 7 months old. I kind of like it and I suppose it still has some relevance even today. She’s such a simple girl. All she wants [...]
Update
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged alone time, beach, fear, hopeful, life, Love, personal, relationships, sadness, updates on June 24, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I know I posted once today already, but I just had to give an update on something. I have plans to go to the beach this Saturday with “C.” I randomly thought of it today. I was wanting and planning to go anyway but I was going for my “alone time.” He invited me to [...]
