It’s true. I thought that I would cry last night, but I didn’t. No penguin hugging tears. I think it may have just been sheer exhaustion that prevented the tears, however. Today…I cried. I feel very alone. I have friends. Very close friends that I’ve been talking to throughout this whole ordeal. Yet somehow, I [...]
Posts Tagged ‘misery’
I Didn’t Cry
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", alone, anger, best friend, broken heart, confusion, emptiness, heartache, hurt, life, Love, misery, missing him, moving on, pain, personal, relationships, sadness on September 2, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Just A Text?
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", broken heart, goodbyes, heartche, life, Love, misery, pain, relationships, sadness on September 1, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I have very bad luck or very bad timing, or a combination of the two. I started to write a blog post yesterday but I didn’t…obviously. It was going to be about how I have been missing “C” but at the same time my feelings are hurt by the fact that I have heard nothing [...]
Does the Cycle End?
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", friendship, heartache, insane, life, Love, misery, pain, personal on August 9, 2009 | 4 Comments »
This has been a horrible week. All week I’ve walked around in some sort of “haze”, not really sure what’s going on or what should happen next. It’s partially “C” and then partially the fact that school is in two weeks and I’m totally unprepared. I’m constantly on the verge of what feels like either [...]
I Can’t Stop Thinking About Things!
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", heartache, life, Love, misery, missing him, pain, personal, relationships on August 2, 2009 | 4 Comments »
I still can’t get him out of my head. Some days are better than others. Some days are worse… After this breakup [last Saturday], things were automatically different than usual. He seemed more distant and less caring than ever before. I tried talking to him Sunday, just to see if I could maybe figure out [...]
Get Out of My Head
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", goodbyes, heartache, life, Love, misery, pain, relationships on July 30, 2009 | 3 Comments »
Is this what happens when you relationshi[pdon't give up on someone? How am I ever going to be able to trust anyone again? I didn't give up on "C" because he asked me not to, and he promised me in that letter that he wouldn't give up on me. But he did. He gave up [...]
Listen to Me!
Posted in "C", family, life, tagged "C", anger, family, fear, heartache, hurt, life, misery, personal, sadness on July 23, 2009 | 1 Comment »
When is this going to end? How long am I going to have to suffer in silence? I desperately need someone, anyone, to listen to me. All I want is for someone to understand. The past few days I’ve been telling myself that everything is going to be OK. I’m not going to live the [...]
Send Me On My Way Still Smiling
Posted in "C", Love, tagged goodbyes, heartache, life, Love, misery, relationships on June 19, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
One day you will miss me…One day you will think about me, and you will know that no one else on this Earth will love you like I did. I’m sorry I couldn’t be what you wanted. I don’t know what went wrong. I thought I was doing the best that I could. I tried [...]
