Wow. Long time no…anything? Sorry guys. I’ve been so incredibly busy the past 2 months or so. College is fun but equally pain in the ass, life is chaotic to say the least, and I have two new jobs….*sigh* I work about 25 hours a week at the moment, as a nanny of course, watching [...]
Posts Tagged ‘Love’
Hello World!
Posted in college, life, Love, tagged "C", best friend, college, confusion, crazy, life, Love, personal, relationships, scared, updates on November 14, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I Didn’t Cry
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", alone, anger, best friend, broken heart, confusion, emptiness, heartache, hurt, life, Love, misery, missing him, moving on, pain, personal, relationships, sadness on September 2, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
It’s true. I thought that I would cry last night, but I didn’t. No penguin hugging tears. I think it may have just been sheer exhaustion that prevented the tears, however. Today…I cried. I feel very alone. I have friends. Very close friends that I’ve been talking to throughout this whole ordeal. Yet somehow, I [...]
Just A Text?
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", broken heart, goodbyes, heartche, life, Love, misery, pain, relationships, sadness on September 1, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I have very bad luck or very bad timing, or a combination of the two. I started to write a blog post yesterday but I didn’t…obviously. It was going to be about how I have been missing “C” but at the same time my feelings are hurt by the fact that I have heard nothing [...]
For the First Time In A While
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", heartache, life, Love, missing him, pain, sadness on August 30, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
The other day, for the first time in a while, I thought about “C”, and I started to miss him. It was about two days ago when it first started. I was looking through some pictures that I uploaded onto my new laptop from a flash drive I got from “C” before we broke up. [...]
And Reality Came Crashing In
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", broken heart, goodbyes, heartache, life, Love, pain, personal, reality, sadness on August 18, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Reality… Last night I was on the computer talking to my most recent ex before “C.” Yes, you heard that right. I’ve been talking to him off and on for a while now. I actually talked to him for the first time, before “C” and I ever broke up this last time. I talked to [...]
I Know It’s Wrong
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", forever, goodbyes, heartache, letting go, life, Love, pain, personal on August 13, 2009 | 1 Comment »
You know the bee that stung me the other day? Yeah well, I sent a text to “C” the day after, with a picture, telling him what happened. He didn’t reply but the next morning, as in yesterday morning, I woke up to find a text on my phone. It was from “C.” It said, [...]
Is Goodbye Really Forever?
Posted in "C", life, tagged "C", conversations, goodbyes, heartache, life, Love, pain, realtionships, thoughts on August 11, 2009 | 1 Comment »
The post I needed to write yesterday… I had the last conversation I will probably ever have with “C” again, at least for a while. I talked to him yesterday at lunch because he called to tell me he wasn’t mad at me and I didn’t do anything wrong. [Sunday I called him in response [...]
Does the Cycle End?
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", friendship, heartache, insane, life, Love, misery, pain, personal on August 9, 2009 | 4 Comments »
This has been a horrible week. All week I’ve walked around in some sort of “haze”, not really sure what’s going on or what should happen next. It’s partially “C” and then partially the fact that school is in two weeks and I’m totally unprepared. I’m constantly on the verge of what feels like either [...]
Making Progress?
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", goodbyes, hurt, life, Love, personal, relationships on August 6, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I am so confused. I have no idea what I want or what I need. And even when I think I do, I’m not sure I can tell the difference between the two. Some days are easier to deal with than others. I keep thinking that with each passing day, things will get easier, but [...]
I Don’t Want to Be That Girl
Posted in "C", life, tagged girl, life, Love, personal, relationships, something to ponder on August 3, 2009 | 8 Comments »
When your own brother tells you that he “would think you’re a boring girlfriend”, there is a problem. I was talking about my relationships and how they never work out and how that sucks. And how the problems I have in my relationships seem to reoccur with every new person And how I always feel [...]
