I have very bad luck or very bad timing, or a combination of the two. I started to write a blog post yesterday but I didn’t…obviously. It was going to be about how I have been missing “C” but at the same time my feelings are hurt by the fact that I have heard nothing [...]
Posts Tagged ‘goodbyes’
Just A Text?
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", broken heart, goodbyes, heartche, life, Love, misery, pain, relationships, sadness on September 1, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
And Reality Came Crashing In
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", broken heart, goodbyes, heartache, life, Love, pain, personal, reality, sadness on August 18, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Reality… Last night I was on the computer talking to my most recent ex before “C.” Yes, you heard that right. I’ve been talking to him off and on for a while now. I actually talked to him for the first time, before “C” and I ever broke up this last time. I talked to [...]
I Know It’s Wrong
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", forever, goodbyes, heartache, letting go, life, Love, pain, personal on August 13, 2009 | 1 Comment »
You know the bee that stung me the other day? Yeah well, I sent a text to “C” the day after, with a picture, telling him what happened. He didn’t reply but the next morning, as in yesterday morning, I woke up to find a text on my phone. It was from “C.” It said, [...]
Is Goodbye Really Forever?
Posted in "C", life, tagged "C", conversations, goodbyes, heartache, life, Love, pain, realtionships, thoughts on August 11, 2009 | 1 Comment »
The post I needed to write yesterday… I had the last conversation I will probably ever have with “C” again, at least for a while. I talked to him yesterday at lunch because he called to tell me he wasn’t mad at me and I didn’t do anything wrong. [Sunday I called him in response [...]
Making Progress?
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", goodbyes, hurt, life, Love, personal, relationships on August 6, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I am so confused. I have no idea what I want or what I need. And even when I think I do, I’m not sure I can tell the difference between the two. Some days are easier to deal with than others. I keep thinking that with each passing day, things will get easier, but [...]
Get Out of My Head
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", goodbyes, heartache, life, Love, misery, pain, relationships on July 30, 2009 | 3 Comments »
Is this what happens when you relationshi[pdon't give up on someone? How am I ever going to be able to trust anyone again? I didn't give up on "C" because he asked me not to, and he promised me in that letter that he wouldn't give up on me. But he did. He gave up [...]
I Hate This
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", goodbyes, heartache, life, Love, pain, personal, relationships on July 30, 2009 | 4 Comments »
It finally happened… I haven’t been updating on my relationship status a lot lately because well, quite frankly, I wasn’t even sure what the status was from one day to the next. “C” and I have broken up and gotten back together many times in the past few months. And it was happening weekly. [...]
I Love You
Posted in "C", life, Love, tagged "C", goodbyes, heartache, hurt, life, Love, personal on July 28, 2009 | 4 Comments »
Sometimes there are things that I really wish people wouldn’t say to me. There are things that fit the phrase, “Better left unsaid” all too well, and this was one of them. It’s not like I didn’t already have enough on my mind. Thanks for adding another crack to my already shattered heart. Thanks for making me cry…again. [...]
Send Me On My Way Still Smiling
Posted in "C", Love, tagged goodbyes, heartache, life, Love, misery, relationships on June 19, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
One day you will miss me…One day you will think about me, and you will know that no one else on this Earth will love you like I did. I’m sorry I couldn’t be what you wanted. I don’t know what went wrong. I thought I was doing the best that I could. I tried [...]
So I’ll Be On My Way
Posted in Love, tagged best friend, goodbyes, heartache, life, Love, relationships on June 6, 2009 | 1 Comment »
Thursday, June 4, 2009, was the end of an almost two year relationship [with "C"]. A relationship that I had contemplated ending for months now. The whole initial breakup was actually an accident, that resulted from a text being sent to the wrong person. That person was “C.” So I knew it was time to just suck [...]
